11
Oct, 1944
Darling darling,
I am back
this moment at the airport in Miami
putting you on the plane. It was a hard moment dearest and those three days
seemed so awfully short at that moment. I tried to stay and see you taxi out,
but the man kept driving me back and back trying to get me in the terminal. I
finally snapped at him hard and then had to apologize for I realized he was
only following the rules. I hope that you had a good flight to P--- but I know
that you must have been tired out by the time that you arrived.
I went from
the airport directly to the Battle
Creek and checked in. I found out immediately that I
had been scratched from the next day’s flight due to the fact that I had not
weighed my bag in that day at one thirty. A phone call straightened that out,
so after four hours and a half sleep (we got up at four to get off at six) we
were off to here. We had a good flight back although you can imagine how long
and dreary it was to me coming in this direction.
I had a
little lunch then a shaveshower and some clean
clothes to report in. I reported. Our friend was away so I have to go back. I
did have a talk with another regarding it all. Darling if I was low before I’m
at the bottom of the entire heap now. It is worse than I thought and hard for
me to believe. I just can’t understand how I was ever selected. What a reward
for several years of hard work and diligent effort. And what
a blow to the ambitions. Think of it, here we were thinking about a
promotion to BG, and instead this. Well darling enough of that—I will do the
job they give me for after all it is not a life time though it may seem like it
at times I suppose. It won’t hurt to hope and maybe pray a little.
Darling our
time in Miami
together was wonderful and every minute of it to me was real heaven. We did
very little but be together, but for me that was
everything. It was so nice having your loved one once again in your arms and
fun being able to kid and tease you again. When I think what a disappointment
it was to me and to you not to get that well deserved leave after all our plans
it still makes me sort of sick. I fail to see the tremendous emergency, but
then maybe I am blind and I am still intent on securing leave as soon as it is
possible. I do hope that it can be around Christmas time. I know now more than
ever how much that I love you my darling and I feel so secure in your love
dear. These dark days will pass sometime soon and then we can be back together
again which is after all the main things. I repeat dearest that I love you
tremendously and am longing for you already.
I told
George about the announcement in the Miami
papers the day you left about the new CG for Miami the one that he was counting on. He was
very disappointed and downhearted and sort of resigned about it all. Man oh
man.
There is
much that I could discuss with you darling and much that I want to discuss with
you, but it had better wait as you now. I know that you are very curious but
for the time being we l-----. Keep me informed on the matter we discussed when
we were together regarding the last several conversations. I am interested to
know how that matter continues. Nothing really important, but one likes to keep
up with things eh what?
Darling
mine I want to write you a long letter and will get to it at once but this I
want to get out to you this morning so that you will have it as soon as you get
back to the
11
Oct, 1944
apartment. Or at
least as soon after as possible. I am off again to my new haunts and
will tell you all about it a little later.
Darling I
send my love and devotion to you and thanks so very much for being mine.
Edwin