Monday night-
July 17, 1944
Dearest Darling,
I have
missed you more and more as the days go by. I would give you anything in this
world to have you here with me. Please don’t let this endless waiting go on
forever. We could have a wonderful time here as there is about anything you
want to do here. But without you all this seems only a monotonous series of
events, unworthy of the time spent. I can’t say that I love you more than ever
as it would be impossible to love you more than I have and always will love
you. I can only pray that someday you will believe me and banish all of those
trivial thoughts from your mind- that someday your heart will win over your
mind.
I
have still nothing to report on my status here. My orders still have not come
in, and outside of P.T. and two roll calls (8:00 A.M. + 1:15 P.M.), my days are
mine to do with as I see fit. This is pretty nice but it only gives me more
time to be lonesome for you. I expect the orders will be in tomorrow, though.
I
find it hard to control my drinking as that is about all I can do. It doesn’t
help to ease the aching pain in my heart, however, so for my own good, I will
try to cut down on it. I used to think it helped me forget, but have found out
how untrue this belief is. Guess I just can’t get the Italian Theater out of my
mind, as it came as such a surprise and shock to me.
Well,
I think I’m doing pretty well on my writing, and I only hope you try to do the
same. Am still anxiously awaiting a letter from you, so please don’t let me
down. I think of you, dream of you always and the memory of our vacation lingers forever in my heart.
Please
write soon and often, and be good, stay sweet as ever.
all
my love,
Jimmy