11:10 pm
March 8, 1944
Hello Honey:
Here
I am trying to write as I said I would. You are probably just about half the
way back to camp no wand it seems almost as if you hadn’t been here. Tell me
what kind of a trip back you had and what all happened. Did you see me when you
left today? I looked for you but couldn’t see you.
I
went downtown and paid my bills and browsed around a little – didn’t get home
until 5:45. I couldn’t because I knew you wouldn’t be here. When I did finally
start out, it was in a raging snowstorm; couldn’t even see in front of me and I
was nearly frozen. You know those paper weights full of now with the little
girl in the center – you shake the ball and the little girl stands in the
falling snow? Well, that’s how I felt coming home tonight. So cold and so
lonely and you’re only one hour away. I do love you.
The
baby slept for awhile this evening. I didn’t get any results from his
suppository; it kind of worries me. I carried him upstairs after he’d eaten and
haven’t heard a peep out of him – as yet. I do hope he sleeps because I am
awfully tired.
Already
I miss my C.Q. to take charge of boiling bottles and making the milk. Maybe I
can get the army to lend you to me.
In
my travels today I saw the BLANK little electric grill to broil steaks, make
toast and pancakes etc. on. I nearly put a dollar down – it was 4. Kidding
aside though – it might be nice to have. Also they had sheets and pillow cases.
Will you be able to get me about 4 pillow cases – just to use if I come? I’ll
probably have to buy 4 sheets as army sheets are so small. Also saw
footlockers, not as nice as mine but sufficient ($9.60). Is that cheap or not?
Darling
you did make me happy – even when I was angry. I guess I just miss understood
your sadness for boredom. I’m sorry honey. Please forgive me. I guess if you have to go, you have to, that’s all but don’t do anything foolish please for our
sake. You’re worth much more than $10,000 to me. I was simply stunned last
night when you said you had taken another physical. I think maybe there was
something you didn’t tell me. If so – I’ll try to understand but I still hope
you stay here.
I
don’t like to ask you not to write to certain people but I wish you wouldn’t.
I’ll write every day if possible and I’ll try to keep cheerful, and I pray for
you.
Please
don’t get drunk. I’m going to bed now and think of you as you asked me to.
I’d
write more but I simply can’t think.
Goodnight
honey.
All
my love
Marguerite
P.S. I love you, honey, I love you.
P.S.S writ e me some
things and about you.