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June 4, 1945
Mon.
9.
P.M.
My
dearest husband: Preston,
I am sending the enclosed letter so that you will know what I am talking
about when I say: Fouey to youey in that last paragraph. You must have been
feeling bad to write a thing like that to me. I have no intentions of staying in
Ohio; everyone of living in Allentown, Pennsylvania in the Lehigh Valley. I have
been prepared to like your family from the first time I saw them; I do like
them, next to my own, same as you. I think your mother is very sweet and your
dad is OK. So is your sister and her brother and your
nieces and you nephew and your cousins and your aunts and your uncle and your
friends. Why I even like you a little, honey. No fooling. Probably much more
than you do. I have no intention of forgetting about you. Now
or ever. I am stubborn. And you can’t forget me either unless you don’t
love me. I don’t think that is true though, is it? Otherwise you wouldn’t be in
such a bad mood by saying we don’t get along any more. We do too. Honey, don’t
brood so much but think of all the happy times we’ve had and will have. We both
get lonely and say things we don’t mean. I didn’t say I was suffering; at
least I didn’t mean it that way. I meant people like Mrs. Herman, and Marie,
etc. I didn’t want that you should judge the United States by the black market,
hubby. Taxes and the people who are always making trouble. Oh yes, we are
suffering if you consider high prices, inflation, lack of food, and loneliness
as suffering but as you say – we are home. I pray every day that you will
soon be home so I know you will because I trust in God and our love for each
other. I take it for granted you do love me. I couldn’t go on if you didn’t. It
was meant that we should be together. You know? The night we met s
“accidentally,” the first date we had which I worked so hard to
get; the time I came out to Camp Perry and Bill put the frog in my purse. The
first time you kissed me in the cab going back to the nurses’ home. The chances
I took getting in late. I’d do anything for you. Dancing together and Bill
always trying to get us married. You coming home with me that weekend – remember
how angry you were but how wonderful the next day was riding back on the bus?
Your first gift to me and going to the zoo and becoming
engaged. I’ll never forget how you looked when you slipped your ring on
my fourth finger, left hand. I was proud to be seen with you and always tried to
show off to you because I wanted you to think I was on the ball. Then the nite you were nearly late for our wedding. Remember how
tight I held your hand on the bus? I didn’t want you to know how scared I was.
And later at the hotel I wanted to please you so but this time we both scared.
That three dollar meal I guess you thought I was gold digging but it was only
that no one had ever bought me a meal like that before. We made up for Oct
31st tho in Port Clinton. We nearly didn’t
get along together that nite either but finally did. I
could go on for hours but maybe you can take it from here. You’ve made me happy;
it’s happiness just to love you, Preston. The only time I am unhappy is when I
think that you are too because of me.
Where do you go on your trips and what do you do? Do you go along? How
long do you stay? Why do you go? I
wish I could go along.
I am going tomorrow to get my reservations. I am going July 8 and will
come home August 11.
Preston,
I love you. Don’t leave me.
Goodnite sweetie,
All my love,
Maggie