March 10, 1944
My dearest Hal,
Today I had
your letter telling about all your bad luck. How badly timed your visitors are.
I don’t wonder you were unhappy. I am so unhappy to think of your having to
suffer so much. I hope the dentists will do a wonderful job that will last you
the rest of your life, so you will never have to go through it again. It seems
to me that teeth can cause a mighty great deal of trouble both coming and
going.
Let’s hope
that this inspection means that they are getting ready to make some changes and
let some of the 1% come home. Surely they will get it working before long. I
was so sure that you would be home by summertime and now you don’t sound so
very encouraging. I’m the worst person in the world to count my chickens before
they are hatched.
Honey, I
don’t think I would worry too much about Mr. L though. He probably wants you to
agree with his ideas, and I admire you for telling the truth which everyone
knows is bound to hinder the missionary movement.
We have too
many so-called Christians who are willing to take advantage of the natives, not
a very Christian way of dealing with them. I have been interesting in reading
and trying to inform myself a little about this strange country in which you
were living. The crying need seems to be doctors and medicine, health officers
and teachers to help those poor ignorant people live a more decent life. What
possible good could it do to try to save a man’s soul when his lady was
miserable with disease and hunger.
I know too
little to even discuss it, but I think I’ve read that much of the Koran’s
teaching was very like our own Bible and that there were some quite admirable
teachings among the Mohammedan beliefs. I think we do well to respect the good
and honest beliefs of others even though we do not entirely agree.
I believe
Mr. L and Sara had some small unpleasantness when he tried to point out what he
considered was her duty to her mother. It probably all blew over. I imagine
Sara was tired and nervous. I’m not sure that she made any answer but she was
not very pleased to have him suggest that it was her duty to care for Nana. She
knew it and just wasn’t in the mood for a lecture. Maybe the man has the wrong
touch in handling people. I have never seen him so I really couldn’t give an
opinion.
We have all
been so worried about Daddy, he has been much worse since he has been having
his teeth pulled out. I sincerely hope he will soon start to improve. He is so
blue and you really can’t blame him so much because he cannot get any kind of
help and there is so much to be done. I am trying every day to find a teacher,
but it is so hopeless. I have one more prospect and if she doesn’t come I
simply do not know where to turn. Daddy is sure we won’t find anyone and if we
don’t he says he knows we won’t have a garden or any chickens either. I don’t
know so much about it but he can tell me, and I will be a fairly good farmer by
the time you get here.
Sat. Night
I seem to
be writing this letter in snatches but you will get it eventually. This
afternoon I took Sam to
I saw Mary
Ellison in
Darling, we
are so anxious to go with you wherever you
are sent.
All
my love,
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